Filled with so much hate, so much rage;
I am helpless to contain it.
it's like a blizzard storming through my veins.
I am swept up in it's destructive rays,
I will be frozen in the wasteland of my mistakes...
To feel power, to feel control,
to feel anything other than this cold.
This puny world will bow to me
and I will feel victory.
Chorus:
I can almost remember a spark,
some kind of ember
glowing hot against my skin,
warming everything within my heart.
Her hair cascading down her neck,
so pale and perfect,
the rest of her so soft and giving,
the lust she had for living-
gods damn me... why
must I dream of something I can't quite
remember?
I feel the poison of resentment choking,
the joy inside me broken
all the plotting and scheming just a way to cope.
But my mind can't be turned away,
I obsess over it every day,
if father hadn't lied.
Or if I had just died as a child-
this problem would be solved.
No more issues to be resolved.
But instead this cold that numbs every kind of sympathy or remorse,
all the weaker feelings that I have grown to so abhor.
To feel power, to feel control,
to feel anything other than this cold.
This puny world will bow to me
and I will feel victory.
Filled with so much hate, so much rage;
I am helpless to contain it.
it's like a blizzard storming through my veins.
I am swept up in it's destructive rays,
I will be frozen in the wasteland of my mistakes...
Chorus
The sound of her laughter haunts my every step-
threatens to dissuade me from the power I must get-
this ache in my heart so sharp it makes an enemy of the dark,
I can't sleep. I can't eat.
I can't stop feeling like I'm missing something precious.
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