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Avengers!

by thelastclarissa

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1.
More and more I remember Budapest,                 all the fighting and the sex.                                           The way you'd bring me breakfast in bed                  and I kept my guard up high and I acted tough,       so you wouldn't see how in love I was.                  Cuz love can be such a weakness                     if it narrows down your world  too much            and you can't see threats coming                       until they choke you with the dust.                         So when we fella apart I admit I breathed a sigh          even as I was crumbling inside.        Chorus: Cuz/And If it's not one villain,                         then it's another.                                                  They just keep coming,                                      and I'm always running; this violence begins to smother me.                                                          But it's so lonely,                                       just me and my nightmares only.                   So I take another chance,                           I fall in love with another man, but they always end up falling short-        god damn them.                                                             Can't help but measure them against you              even though I don't want to,                                        Barton why've you done this to me?                         Now I can't pretend that I see love I don't see.         Chorus                                                                                                     So restless, I'm so tired,                                                                       How long till I expire? My mortality will catch up with me.          I'll just be replaced,                                                                                 no one would miss my face: I'm just one more heroine who tried to be more than a woman,               and no one really cared, but you.                                                                                                      More and more I remember Budapest             and how you'd kiss my shoulder as I dressed.             We went out dancing one night at a festival                    and it rained as soon as we hit those cobblestones    but we just laughed and danced anyways.                 And then it was back to bloody, violent days.                                                                               And now I wonder why                                                    I didn't just take your hand in mine                               when you asked me if I would be your bride              and we could live as civilians and retire.                             But instead I told you I didn't love you                                   even though I only dreamed of you...                                      But If it's not one villain,                                                                   then it's another.                                                                                     They just keep coming,                                                                         and I'm always running, I never stop running, I can't stop running, this violence begins to smother me.  And I start to see                          what made you want me to be                                                          more careful of my safety            and I really just miss you, baby.                                                         And I'm really just sorry, baby.
2.
For Natasha 04:41
You were the first, I fell in love it was the worst thing I could have done. Cuz it was only a game to you, part of your plan to get me to kill Iron Man, and then you say you never loved me never been treated so shabbily, baby why do you do these things to me. Cuz It was only ever you. All the things I wanted to do I wanted to do them all with you. And you were only playing some kind of game, make me feel this way then say, “No nevermind, it was just a way to spend the time.” And what the fuck. Now I'm just a fool who's stuck in love. Carried a torch for you all these years, It lit the nights and it burned my hands, and made everything so clear: that I need you here but you don't want me to be your man. so I try to move on. Try to find somebody new. It worked for a while, lost myself in some smiles, but no one really measured up to you. Natasha you ruined me for all the rest. As if anything could live up to Budapest. Chorus And all I know is this hero thing is getting old. It never ends. These bad guys multiply like rabbits, and this saving people thing just feels more like habit, I pick them off with a steady twang of my bow, but Natasha I love you so. Though I'm a fool for it, I'm sure, I just want you to know you were adored. Cuz It was only ever you. All the things I wanted to do I wanted to do them all with you. And you were only playing some kind of game, make me feel this way then say, “No nevermind, it was just a way to spend the time.” So, oh well. I guess it's true: I'm just the chump who fell for you.
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Darcy's Song 04:42
You've gone and got yourself an army, you're trying to rule the world and you're being dumb. Wrapped up in hate and shame and acting out like a child throwing a tantrum. But it's not okay, it's not sane, to hang on to the bitterness, to grip tightly to the pain... If you let me I would shower you with love. Chorus: Loki, come back to me baby. Could it ever be enough to be feared, to be feared? Loki, come back to me baby. I would shower you with love, my dear- oh, my dear. Remember how we met? Fate is a tricky whore, but every other trick that it's played became worth it when you walked through that door At Jane's lab, looking for Thor. But he was off romancing her and I was alone in the room. Your eyes grew warm as you stared at me and I blushed, blood rushing through my veins like a rocket to the moon. I threatened you with a taser to the head. but you charmed your way into my heart and bed instead Chorus You're the man I love though you plot all the time, I must be out of my mind- just a naïve little girl playing with the fire of a liar. If you gave damn about me, you'd stop trying to subjugate humanity. Chorus
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Loki's Song 04:14
Filled with so much hate, so much rage; I am helpless to contain it. it's like a blizzard storming through my veins. I am swept up in it's destructive rays, I will be frozen in the wasteland of my mistakes... To feel power, to feel control, to feel anything other than this cold. This puny world will bow to me and I will feel victory. Chorus: I can almost remember a spark, some kind of ember glowing hot against my skin, warming everything within my heart. Her hair cascading down her neck, so pale and perfect, the rest of her so soft and giving, the lust she had for living- gods damn me... why must I dream of something I can't quite remember? I feel the poison of resentment choking, the joy inside me broken all the plotting and scheming just a way to cope. But my mind can't be turned away, I obsess over it every day, if father hadn't lied. Or if I had just died as a child- this problem would be solved. No more issues to be resolved. But instead this cold that numbs every kind of sympathy or remorse, all the weaker feelings that I have grown to so abhor. To feel power, to feel control, to feel anything other than this cold. This puny world will bow to me and I will feel victory. Filled with so much hate, so much rage; I am helpless to contain it. it's like a blizzard storming through my veins. I am swept up in it's destructive rays, I will be frozen in the wasteland of my mistakes... Chorus The sound of her laughter haunts my every step- threatens to dissuade me from the power I must get- this ache in my heart so sharp it makes an enemy of the dark, I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't stop feeling like I'm missing something precious. I can't quite remember who she is.
5.
Steve's Song 04:45
The war was going on and I wanted to help the cause, but I was stuck in a body that I couldn't really use and it looked like I would just be useless because of it's flaws. What a shame when the body betrays you and you just can't do things you yearn to. But then an opportunity came along and I took it. Now I'm big and strong and I can do my part to win this. Chorus: I don't want to kill anyone, I just don't like bullies. So/but I'll do what is right and I'll fight to protect the innocent and weakly. For freedom and for justice and for peace- I'm just trying to do the right thing. But when the fighting's done I'm just a man. Just a man who's never danced with anyone, because I never really felt like I found 'the one' and I don't want to waste my time on someone who's only looking for a good time. So I've been sitting on the sidelines all this time, and I really just want a love that's mine. Peggy may be the girl for me, she's confident and kind and quite pretty, so when I get this ship down safely, I'll hope that she's still saving a dance for me... Chorus Peggy I don't think I can make it. I know I made a promise, and I'm sorry, but I have to break it... this ship has to go down far away from everyone and there isn't a way for me to get out safe. I don't want to say goodbye, but... I have to do what is right... I'm sure that dance would have been the best time of my life... I don't want to say goodbye, but...goodbye.
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Chorus: I'm a sex machine. I'm hot and I'm sweet. You won't see my arrow coming till it's come. Cuz I'm Clint fucking Barton and you'll die with a hard-on, going out of your mind with my sexiness. When I'm walking down the street all the girls be into me, checking me out from below as I'm shooting bad guys from on top of a high-rise. I flex my muscles: all the ladies swoon. I look at them: all the guys have to leave the room. And as far as I know... Chorus Metaphorically, I could shoot you with one hand behind my back. In reality, you'll be dead before you realize I've attacked. When I'm walking down the street all the girls be into me, checking me out from below as I'm shooting bad guys from on top of a high-rise. I flex my muscles: all the ladies swoon. I look at them: all the guys have to leave the room. Chorus
8.
Dammit Loki! 03:23
Cast out of Asgard for my foolishness, my despair it knew no bounds. Yet of course I quickly pwned this new world and got a girl on top of that. Wow! I'm great! As far as this world goes... I like this drink. Another. I want this Jane as my lover. My biggest cock-block is my brother. Dammit Loki! You're timing is terrible, as ever! I don't feel like fight fight fight fight fighting, like, at all today. I just want to screw screw screw screw screw Jane until the break of day. So take your war and shove it. Here have this snowglobe you'll love it now just leave me be so I can play on this world in peace. I found something called 'pop-tarts'- truly the food of the gods, I tell you And they have this amazing shampoo here, too- my hair is gleaming gold through and through. I look pretty dayummm sexy. I'm not surprised that Jane falls all over me. If I was a woman I would fuck me. So Loki you can see I'm pretty busy being me, As far as this world goes... I like this drink. Another. I want this Jane as my lover. My biggest cock-block is my brother. Dammit Loki! You're timing is terrible, as ever! I don't feel like fight fight fight fight fighting, like, at all today. I just want to screw screw screw screw screw Jane until the break of day. So take your war and shove it. Here have this snowglobe you'll love it now just leave me be so I can play on this world in peace. It's hammer time on Midgard. ...The hammer is my penis. What I mean is, I'm having sex. And I don't feel like fight fight fight fight fighting, like, at all today. I just want to screw screw screw screw screw Jane until the break of day. So take your war and shove it. Here have this snowglobe you'll love it now just leave me be so I can play on this world in peace.

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