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But what if he breaks my heart​/​isn't gay?

from Sherlocked and Loaded by thelastclarissa

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Sherlock didn't even notice that I was gone for an hour-
how can he not understand the power he has over me?
Am I just invisible? Dismissible?
Or simply insecure and difficult and far too affected by his proximity.

How can I make him understand
he holds my heart within his hand,
and he could crush it in an instant-
or fill it up with joy.
But he is ever distant,
and I fear he'll treat it like a toy.

John doesn't realize that when he's in the room
I have to force my eyes not to shine
and give myself away.
God he could mold me like clay.

But I can't risk falling,
and I know that I'm just stalling our relationship as friends-
but I need him in my life
and if he rejected me then that would be the end.

How can I make him understand
he holds my heart within his hand,
and he could crush it in a moment-
or fill it up with joy.
But he's had all those girlfriends
and I fear he's just not that kind of boy.

(John)
I get butterflies when he walks by,
but it's all I can do not to cling to his side.
(Sherlock)
My pulses starts racing, my irises dilating-
whenever he smiles.

(Both:)
How can I make him understand
he holds my heart within his hand,
and he could crush it in a moment-
or fill it up with ecstasy.
But I'm just too afraid to tell him how I feel...
so I just don't.

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from Sherlocked and Loaded, released February 14, 2012

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