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The Ballad of Darcy and Loki

by thelastclarissa

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1.
I'm not your son. What is this? Has my whole life been a lie then, how do I deal with this? Do you even love me? Do you even want me? Does it shame you to call me your son? Father, what have you done? Who am I? If I'm not your son, then who is my father? Oh, where do I come from? So I'm not really Loki of Asgard, No, I'm just some orphan of the Bifrost. Don't try to placate me, Father tell me why would you lie? Chorus Father- don't you fall asleep on me! Don't leave me with these questions burning holes inside of me! My blood is hot, my nerves are shot, I'm still stunned, my heart is numb, My skin is cold, and I'm all alone! I'm all alone. I'm all...alone
2.
Just another day at the lab, unremarkable in any way except that my hair looks especially fabulous today. Jane's alright. She's okay. But this whole sciencey science really isn't my forte. It was so boring back home, it was humdrum nothing going on except the parties on the weekends, jumping off the deep-end... but those parties get old pretty quick when every guy you meet turns out to be a dick. I just needed a change. Chorus: Everything just got so stagnant. I thought New Mexico would be vibrant. But it's pretty much the same scene and I've got the same feeling of redundancy. I want to find a place to be where somebody needs me. Just another day at the lab, unremarkable in any way except that my hair looks especially fabulous today. Might be about time to move on from here once my internship ends this year. Can't say I'm a fan of this heat, but really it's the boredom I want to beat. I just need a change. Chorus
3.
So I'm blue. So I'm a monster. So I'm what hides under your bed at night. And since I'm already a monster, then I might as well give you something to cry about. Chorus: So go on run. Go on hide. The big bad wolf is coming to eat you alive. I'll show you all: this is what happens when you lie. I'll make you crawl, I'll make you kneel, I'll teach you all just how it feels to be alive. And then I'll watch you die. Look out Thor, I'm coming for you. Look out world, I'm gunning for you. Try to stop me. Try to defeat me. I'ma school your asses. I'ma rule the masses... Chorus Never gonna go back to being the sidekick living in the shadow of your glory. I will be heard I will be feared I will be obeyed. I will be seen. I will be king. I will be, I will be I will be happy.
4.
Defeated. How embarrassing. Now to be muzzled like dog, locked in the kennel awaiting judgment from a man who couldn't find the balls to tell me I was adopted. I'm sure that's gonna go great but first they've got me caged and Waiting in the corner while the Avengers party, I can't believe the audacity why the have me here when I've no reason to be they must be mocking me and now to top it off and make the humiliation complete, the girl by the punch is smirking at me. Why does she smile as if she's better than I am- look at her grin can't turn my eyes away from her for some reason. How strange, how completely bizarre, what is this- some kind of pull that she's exerting, I just want to know, why is she smiling at me? But no. I don't really care. I'm sure she'd only bore me- so many people do. Too predictable, too logical, too few surprised. And I'm CHORUS But now she's walking in my direction. Is she- is she walking towards me? Like to talk to me? Why would she do that, why would she acknowledge me? I don't understand.
5.
I'm mortal. You're not. But life's short, and you're hot. Do you want a beer? I've had a few. No but no cuz I'm still sober. ...hey! I don't need that shit from you too! What are you- my mom? Yeah right! More like a big, strong, psychopath, with beautiful eyes. So you nag my like my mother, I still maybe want to be your lover. I don't know what it is about you but I want to wicked things to you. So you're fifty shades of batshit crazy, well I'm pretty okay with that, so maybe... I don't know. Ya know? Don't smirk at me! I'm supermegafoxy awesome hot, so... wow, Loki. You're missing a sick opportunity. Btdubs I'm not saying we should get married, you're, like, immortal and my life is finite, so that could never work anyways. I'm just saying sex can be nice. Chorus I'm mortal. You're not. But life's short, and you're hot. And you're intriguing. And I think a lot of what you've done has been misleading. And I like you. And I want you. Chorus Do you know? Cuz I'm starting to feel like I've just been saying too much and you're really quiet. Awww. You're smiling. What does that mean?
6.
So he tried to take over the world. I guess that should bother me, but it doesn't really. So he's evil and he's not to be trusted every word he says is suspect and they tell me not to do something I'll regret. But what's a life without regret? I was never one to just sit back and let what I want slip through my hands. And I think I want my hands on his hips, I think I want to taste his kiss, feel his lips on my mouth on my neck, dig my nails into his chest- feel his arms around my waist, I can't stop thinking about his face... I need to get out of this place. I'm glad to have the job here. SHIELD's been really kind to me this year. New York's a better fit than New Mexico, and I'm glad to finally see the snow at the holidays. But I'm a little confused. A little amused. A little going out of my mind with mixed signals from Big Blue. I catch him staring at me, god the intensity of those big green eyes mesmerizing, I could stare at him all day but then he turns away, his face shut down and his shoulders raised, and I'd almost think he was ashamed. There's something so vulnerable about him. It makes me want to reach out and protect him. Which is stupid. I know it's stupid. But I...like him. So he tried to take over the world. I guess that should bother me, but it doesn't really. So he's evil and he's not to be trusted every word he says is suspect and they tell me not to do something I'll regret. But what's a life without regret? I was never one to just sit back and let what I want slip through my hands. And I think I want my hands holding his, teach him it's okay to give, that you don't have to be on guard all the time, you can relax once in a while. I want to teach him how to laugh, want to see a smile on his face sometimes. And I just can't stop feeling like he's mine... Wow. I'm probably reading waaay too much into this.
7.
So this is new. why am I suddenly filled with jealousy when Steve walks by? I don't want to be that guy, this is crazy, this is literally insanity. I'm a god, she's a pretty face. She's just a girl with a taser. But my heart beats faster when I hear her laughter, what's happening to me? I just can't be falling madly in love with Darcy. So she's amusing. And so she can make me laugh and that's a first yeah that's a first I've never been in love, but I think I might have been bitten I feel dangerously smitten what on earth do I do to stop this lust? I don't want to be that guy who said “World domination or bust!” and then settled for a silly little mortal with a...bust. Chorus I'm trying to stop but there's something so compelling about the way she's so awkwardly amusing and I find myself dwelling on her She's just a woman, she's practically a shoe-in for most ridiculous human I've ever seen, but somehow it's hot. So this is new. This being filled with jealousy when Steve walks by or catches her eye He needs to learn that I don't share. Not that I care. Chorus
8.
Memorize the lines on my face. Don't feel too guilty, my love. How could it have been any other way? It's okay, this has been enough. Chorus: Just sit by me until the rain stops. Until my heart stops. Until Just sit by me until the rain stops. Until my heart stops. Until Your face so perfect and so young, the heart that beats I know is strong. You've always been good to me. I love you, my darling Loki. So many years that we have had, oh darling dry your tears I can't feel my arms anymore, but have no fear. Chorus

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Kind of the equivalent of a fanfic except written as songs.
Not sure how many there will be, but I'm planning on tennish at least for now.

Darcy/Loki.
Tasertricks! <3

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released August 8, 2012

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